My unexpected job ever !
so yah after i graduated from my high school with a so-so academic score, i began to search job.
when i was busy with my work resume and sending it door to door to company, my friends were still having fun about their holiday.
i have a goal that i want to enter big company and work like a professional person, dress like an office lady and meet-up with a lot of people in a new place, new enviroment, and new me.
Day by day, week by week after sending a lot of my application letter but no one has called me to go for interview. At first,i wasnt worry at all cos i know if we do our part, God will do His part too.
So, one day i got a call from one big company, not really big but at least got almost 50 workers in tht company. before i went for interview, i was hesitated to myself because i.m just worry what if tht company is a small company and not what i want. i feel so stupid right now for being worry about that small things.
Time arrived, i dressed myself and go there with optimistic.
after i arrived at there, for the first time i entered office with a lot of people busying with their work, very crowded desk, and everybody seems very busy. and then there's a assistant bring me to 3rd floor to get interviewed by a lady HRD.
everything seems very opposite with what i thought before i go there. but it's a very good news that that's a kinda big company.
for the first time, i get interviewed with english spoken and of course i got lil nervous bcos i am not really good with my english. but the interviewer is friendly and of course she gave me an advice when we are talking about future and study.
After i finish my interview, honestly i feel that it doesnt run well because the last word she said " you 're still very young, i need time to consider you". that statement have been on my mind, go around and around.
i feel that she rejected me, but yah what's use crying over a spilt milk ? it happened already lo...
so althought it's hard to accept that fact, or maybe it's just my negative thinking that killed my passion.
yap, the truth is because my negative thinking cause negative atmospher.
I wait and wait, hope that she will give me a call for second interview and directly start working there,,
of course, i dont stop at a point just because i feel i am not good enough.
Another one day, i got information from my sister that her friend's got a vacancy as an admin in a Pte.ltd
then the next morning i go to there for walk-in interview. never did i thought it wasnt a Pte.ltd
it was a SHOP !!!
a shop that sells computer and electronic things that i dont even understand a BIT !
and suprisingly, i dont have any negative though before and after going there. maybe just because i know it's not easy to find job and get enroll so i would be happy if anybody could enroll me even that;s just a small office or more specific a shop.
after 2 days, on Friday i got a call from that lady boss who owned that shop. She ask me if i could start working on Monday. of course with very pleased i am willlingly to start working on monday without think if big company would call me.
On monday, i start working, surely i am very suprised to know that my position isnt admin. i'm a CASHIER in a SHOP ! WHAT ??
''ARE U KIDDING ME?'' I got a good academic, can speak billingual, and dream to work in a big company but end up as a cashier in a shop." my mind keep telling me that words.
what a jokes in my job ever and ever.
